Nervously Noticed

Today, I received my notice that I will exhaust my unemployment benefits in a month. It is more like 3 weeks. Never did I ever imagine that I would be unemployable. I wrote a book when I was off and the reports are showing that I made peanuts. I did all I could by informing the world. We will see.  

I am not worried about money yet. Fearing that I may have financial worries, I have started selling anything and everything I can. I cannot even find legitimate freelance work. I have had my bank account shut down and viruses attached to "project files". I made my rates so low on the sites that I think I was making that money in my early twenties. If I do find legitimate work, I get rejected. I am going to sell my house hopefully within 10 months. I don't know where I am going. I am going somewhere though.

I know everything will work out and I just have to keep going. I actually feel more fulfilled now. If only I could find opportunities. I know my ideal situation and will not settle for anything less.

Struggles only make you stronger.