Late LOLs

Someone is on the hunt for my Friends Only announcement. Buy my book. I have another website that grants public access to my private life. I am truly flattered that I fascinate people from my past.

If you care so much, I want and need these items (assembled please). Or send flowers to brighten up my melancholy please.



We will start off with that and then I can add more stuff.

I am still good at keeping secrets. Not one person knows everything I have been up to. My regular visitors are up to 140. I am feeling all inspired as the clock strikes midnight. New day.

Nostalgic Night

I am watching old Unplugged shows from the 90’s when MTV mattered. It’s an era that birthed my creativity. It is still a shame that decades later, society still shames us. I no longer have shame.

The dark souls drawn to me believed in me because they could not believe in themselves. They disappeared because they were not strong enough to show up. I will show them the wild card can win.

Many of those that inspired me back then did not survive. If they only knew how many people they helped survive. They inspired me and by them breaking through, I fostered my creativity as I wrote voraciously.

I am telling you, throughout the Memoirs, you will see I always felt I was something. I am just a little late showing up. I have different artists inspiring me today, but as I sit here watching these old videos, I am reminded how much I related to these artists. I felt more connected to famous artists in my teenage years than I had with any other teenagers.

It is still difficult to relate to people still when people continue to hide. I have always been the lone wolf and will continue to be. The difference is now when they come back for me, I know I no longer need any of them. I have the one person I need. My ride or die: myself.

Dedication, Inspiration, and Motivation

This website is dedicated to everyone out there who wants to make a radical change in their life.

I hope to be your inspiration in some simple shred.

It is my utmost motivation to prove that you can be who you want to be. Just because you are an adult doesn't mean you can no longer have dreams. You can pursue your passion at any age and I will be proof of this.

If you have ever felt that feeling deep down inside that you had a more powerful purpose than what you are doing in your life, then you do.

If you sense that you always thought you were destined to do greater things, there is still time.  

Today, I reached an accomplishment that proves that my intuition was correct. I always had feeling of what my destiny should be. It was always buried deep down inside of me because everyone said, "that will never happen" or "dream on" when I was younger.  I never stopped it, I just hid it, but always held onto it.

As I approach my 71st hour of publication on LinkedIn, a great article is defined to have 1,000 views in 72 hours. I am 71 hours in and have 1,635 views. There it is. The proof that you need to foster that fierce feeling inside and be the force you were born to be.  


Into Inspiration

Imitation is really inspiration.

When we were children, we all had someone we looked up to.  We wanted to celebrate them in our own, individualistic way.

Mine was Debbie Gibson and to celebrate her impact on me, I wore a hat like the one she wore in the "Electric Youth" video.  I also wore the perfume "Electric Youth".

If someone believes in you and if you had a positive impact on them, they want to pay it forward. I think it is a honor and privilege to pass positivity, kindness, and knowledge along.  If you inspire one person, you have done your job.  They go on to inspire others.  With these simple acts, we can all make the world a better place!