I keep applying for positions in Idaho. I could have my “Own Private Idaho” and only eat potatoes for the rest of my life. Honestly, I think I only had one visitor in 14 months from Idaho.

I’ve been thinking too much, feeling a lot, and not doing enough to prepare for the worst. I think of how everything started. Is it non-conformity, individualism, or independence?

Someone was on my porch again yesterday. With all the chaos in the world, do you think I am answering my door for an unexpected visitor?

That is why certain routines work and relationships form. My mail woman rings the doorbell a certain way. Another driver who lost the route would beep the horn before pulling up. Another driver rings the doorbell and knocks the door with a box.

With that being said, I have to get ready to go get groceries. I always shop during off hours because I do not like crowds. I never thought that people go at certain times because of fear. This is the world we live in.